Ugh

Sooooooo it seems this blogging is a total bust. I was hoping to gain some opinions maybe somebody,anybody, who knew what i was talking about and maybe how i felt.

How stupid was i to think that?

Anyways i guess i'll blog anyways. Fuck it :)

Things have been okayyyyyy i suppose.
Ive been doing nothing but working and waiting impatiently for my trip to Boston.
Damn i'm ready to be there already, i could damn near jump on a plane and go by myself.

but noooooo. things have to be done right. Whateverrr.

I do believe i've lost some weight. It seems my disgusting gut doesnt sag as much and that's always something to smile about :)

I thinkkkkk that if i just keep letting this battle rage inside my head, && if i keep abusing myself mentally and physically, I'll be okay.

Thanks for reading. If anyone did :)


Byeeee <3